可有想过我的感觉。。

在你心中，我更本就没有地位。

为了朋友，你会为他们赴汤蹈火。

为了工作，你也宁愿牺牲时间去完成。

但为了我，你完完全全把我丢在一边。。。

当你忙于应酬朋友，工作时；我根本不存在。。

当你寂寞时， 才来偶尔想起我；你曾想过调换我的角色，这一切发生在你身上。。你感觉如何??


一个简单的短讯，说你平安回到家；真的那么难吗??

曾有想过，我会担心。。。你曾想过调换我的角色，这一切发生在你身上。。你感觉如何??

“喝醉了。。。” 一个简单的借口，就把事情忘得一干二净；过后重复又重复。


我，算什么??

coughing nightmare

Been sick for the past one week. T.T now still left coughing. But it just couldn't fully clear. And yet there are whole bunch of stuff waiting me to rush and submit. Die die die!

Finally, 眼肿肿 transformed into fever & flu

Already sense abit not right since last nite, thought it's just a common headache. But now turn into so serious!!! I couldn't even walk properly coz the head is heavy! Until I felt like there are few tonnes of rocks pressing on top of my head.

Like usual, after a series of headache, sorethroat comes along too. And now I'm officially sick ....huhuhuhu T_T

Now hv to leave the pc away so that I could get more rest. (*my eyes strain leads to my headache return again and again......)

眼肿肿 T_T

For today’s class, the DM students were given a pre-test for the digital sound module. Dr.Ken couldn’t make it for today’s class, so the class was replaced by Dr.Mai. The data collection for today seems okay, I’ve got 177 data in total. Which it’s sufficient enough to do the T-test later.

But don’t know what happen after the class, my right side eye cover there pop up a stupid pimples!!! Hidden one somemore…. It’ very painful yet itchy…. yer, hate that a lot la…

Now my right eyes like bengkak one side d…huhuhuhhuh

A bored weekend

Weekend should be the day to go out for relaxation. Yet I just can stay at home bored for the whole morning. Yesterday night only able to meet my dear for movie. We watched "Salt" starring by Angelina Jolie at Pavilion KL. Aih, regret didn't buy the tickets online. We reached Pavilion around 8pm to get the tickets. There was only left the very front seats to buy, since we were there already; we got no choice to get the tickets. T_T

I sitted until my neck also pain coz too front d. Watched until felt like vomit (*the screen is too close and yet my viewing angle cannot fit everything into my vision while watching.)

I really don't wanna sit front seats anymore !!!!!!

Then now I just stay at home again coz dear went out buffet with his frens @Tao, the Asian Cuisine located at Sunway Giza, Damansara. I guess they have their guys outing whole day. I just can guai guai sit at home, wait to grow mushrooms.

Ahhh....... I need to go out now !!!!! Cannot tahan d. Can I go genting now?? Seriously I need to get out from here to get some fresh air. I'm tired of being stuck at home all the time. People go out shopping at weekend bcoz they need to work during weekdays time. For me is no different, weekdays stay at home, work at home, writting journal at home..... Thought of weekend can get out to relax, but everytime before I go out, I inform my parents that I'm going out, they show me their "unsatisfaction" faces. =.=

Why??? What is the problem? I can't have my own time to relax? Stay at home is call "relax" to you?? Yes!!! For you it is......But NOT FOR ME lor..... I need my frens... I need my own time... I need my life too..... Pls understand.

I hate myself whenever I see all my frens and relatives travel overseas. Don't care the distance near or far... I look back and ask myself:

"What's the point of life you're aiming for? Just study? Then finish study just work? Work to earn money for survival (*just to save money) but not to "pamper" myself to go travel everywhere? Is that kind of life you want? "