APERA2010 - 23-26 November 2010, PWTC

Finally the conference is over.... but I'm more enjoy in this time conference as compared to the previous one on ICERP2009.

Get to know a lots of new friends from all over the world. Hong Kong, Japan, Philippine, Singapore, Australia as well... and not forget, the local friends too ^^

Very lucky to meet Kerk, as she is actually consider my colleague bcoz we came from the same University. (But she is at Malacca campus)

=)

I learned alot in this conference and it helped me so much on my research. Looking forward to gain more knowledge for this coming Ascilite 2010 at Sydney.

"A photo of myself at the main conference hall"

Who can talk to me?

I'm so bored... I'm so stress as well....

"Go out lah" ... but where to go?? Everywhere also crowded... I wonder how come nowadays people no need to work, yet there is alot of ppl go shopping and buy stuff.

"Go shopping lor" ... where is the $$$$ ?

"Relax at home lah, do spa or watever" .... but again, where is my bath tub? or that bath tub renamed as "fish pond" at home... @_@ how to soak my stressful body to relax?

"Go for sports lor " ... where is my companion???

"Go hang out with ur dear lor' .... where is he????????? working lor.....

Why everything also got obstruction de.. fan sei ar !!!!!!!

Who really can talk to me??

='(

为何全是我的错?

付出的，牺牲的，忍让的。。我自问做齐。到最后，你还是埋怨是我的错。

你就不能当作没有发生过吗，为何还要问?

如果你没做错再现，为什么害怕我问呢?

好! 从此以后，我不再过问。。你做的，想要得到的，我也依依不再过问，你开心吧。。

从此不过问，从此也不会理会。。

你是永远的对，我是永远的错，错，错!!!

It returns !!!!

What is that kind of feeling again? How come it keeps repeating geh?

Anxious, Worry, Unsecure, Wondering, Uncomfortable....

Are those words really mean it?
Or it's just an excuse...

...who knows it got hidden msg behind it?

I choose to believe, but izzit really true?

Or it might ended up with disappointment again T_T

What should I do???

Rihanna - Only Girl (In The World)

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la

[VERSE 1]
I want you to love me, like I'm a hot guy
Keep thinkin' of me, doin' what you like
So boy forget about the world cuz it's gon' be me and you tonight
I wanna make your bed for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only one...

[VERSE 2]
Want you to take me like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I'll tell you all my secrets that I'm keepin', you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain't leavin', be my prisoner for the night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one...

[BRIDGE]
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Oh make it last all night
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Make it last all night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...

Need to work harder !!!

SPSS, a statistic software that I used for phd studies.

@_@ very pening ar.... coz I really dunno how to interpret the analysed result. My supervisor brought me to the library and borrowed a total of 6 reference books about multivariate analysis and SPSS. Goshh.... really really tough as I don't understand all the analysis concept. What variables la, components la, correlation matrix, factor loading etc etc.... Never heard of those term ler... so hard to understand.

Really hv to spend time just to do the readings. Besides that, after finish reading, I still got tonnes of workload waiting for me (conferences, classes, trial & error on testing the SPSS data collected in the clas, new modules.... arrrgggghhhh.... !!!!)

Although this is normal for a phd candidate to face this situation, but for me; it's abit way to stress coz I'm a very stressful person. Whenever I saw works stacking on my desk, I turned to be very nervous and stress up. That is Me !! T_T

Somemore, the Australia conference is coming soon. I still got alot of prepare oo (Booking internal flight in Aussie, conference presentation slides etc etc). Very gan jiong man.... !!!

Now all I hope is that everything goes smooth lo.... or else, gonna be like a super massive jam once ANY one of it clash together..... =(

Stress.. Stresss....

What I’ve done so far?

Hmm…. My mind today keep asking myself about this question.
"What I’ve done so far?"

Let’s take a look:
- APERA conference paper – Done !
- Progress meeting with my supervisor on my journal – Done !
- Interest pay for my daily expenses – Pending !
- Work to complete my whole PhD programme – Pending !
- Wait for the project grant to get pay for my research allowance – Pending !
- Urge to get a better car for myself – Dreaming !
- Aiming to get myself a studio apartment – Dreaming !

What else…. eerrmmm….ummm

- Earn a target of __ mil. – Even DREAMING !!!!

Hectic la …… when all can complete ??? =.=