Need to work harder !!!

SPSS, a statistic software that I used for phd studies.

@_@ very pening ar.... coz I really dunno how to interpret the analysed result. My supervisor brought me to the library and borrowed a total of 6 reference books about multivariate analysis and SPSS. Goshh.... really really tough as I don't understand all the analysis concept. What variables la, components la, correlation matrix, factor loading etc etc.... Never heard of those term ler... so hard to understand.

Really hv to spend time just to do the readings. Besides that, after finish reading, I still got tonnes of workload waiting for me (conferences, classes, trial & error on testing the SPSS data collected in the clas, new modules.... arrrgggghhhh.... !!!!)

Although this is normal for a phd candidate to face this situation, but for me; it's abit way to stress coz I'm a very stressful person. Whenever I saw works stacking on my desk, I turned to be very nervous and stress up. That is Me !! T_T

Somemore, the Australia conference is coming soon. I still got alot of prepare oo (Booking internal flight in Aussie, conference presentation slides etc etc). Very gan jiong man.... !!!

Now all I hope is that everything goes smooth lo.... or else, gonna be like a super massive jam once ANY one of it clash together..... =(

Stress.. Stresss....

What I’ve done so far?

Hmm…. My mind today keep asking myself about this question.
"What I’ve done so far?"

Let’s take a look:
- APERA conference paper – Done !
- Progress meeting with my supervisor on my journal – Done !
- Interest pay for my daily expenses – Pending !
- Work to complete my whole PhD programme – Pending !
- Wait for the project grant to get pay for my research allowance – Pending !
- Urge to get a better car for myself – Dreaming !
- Aiming to get myself a studio apartment – Dreaming !

What else…. eerrmmm….ummm

- Earn a target of __ mil. – Even DREAMING !!!!

Hectic la …… when all can complete ??? =.=

Special day

I missed the morning session of 10/10/10 10:10:10am. But I managed to celebrate the night session of 10/10/10 10:10:10pm. Yay !!!!

Although today's date is not a special day for me, but I still manage to feel the "hapiness" feeling for those people who are getting married today.

As for me, I just guai guai stay at home today....

Night...

101010

Happy 10/10/10

For those who are getting married on this date, congratulation....

And for those who are proposing to their love ones on this date, congratulations as well....

Even.... for those who plan to give birth on this date... also congratulations...

It's a special date that falls 10/10/10..... ones in a life time, pls cherish the moment.

Hope everything okay to me.....

忏悔

后悔所做的一切，对你。。 对他。。。 对我都没有好处。。。。。。

不敢再多问你几句，因为；越问就越伤心。。。。。。

从此以后的你，不再信任我。。。。。。

只能对你说声 “对不起” 。。。

谁对，谁错???

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过路人

Who is that "XXX" to you?

It's not that I don't wanna voice out, but truly it's so obvious that something chicky happen behind it and I can feel it is a threat to me. What is that?

The trust is broken when the moment you try to hide. I know I don't have much friends around and you're different; friends are all around you. You want to know everything on me, but I don't get a chance to know everything from you.

你人缘好，this makes me more worry. All I want is simple, I just don't wanna get hurt, I just don't want that incident happen once again.

Who is that?

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过路人

@_@#

Still got plenty of data need to insert into SPSS. DM class ar !!! Why so many students in this class?? Keep inserting like no ending like tat geh....

I started to feel abit wing wing dei d.... even finish insert data, still hv to do fine tuning.

And there is still no "guarantee" results to prove it's good. Huhuhuhuhu.... when this will end??

I really need a break la....