无奈

很想把心里闷着的想法说出口，却往往开不了口。原因

> 怕给与对方压力
> 不想要持续地唠唠叨叨重复曾经所说过的话
> 也了解这一切往往是需要很长的时间来实现

很无奈。。。

December

Year 2009 gonna end soon... feels happy but also feels sad... y??
Alot of things just couldn''t tell...
Happy is that, new year gonna arrive. Will that means there will be a better life ahead?
At the same time, I love December is bcoz other country is mostly in winter season. With snows and cold weather....
December makes people feels happy bcoz of Christmas is coming as well... there will be tons of holiday break for everybody. But is this applicable to me?
And also not to forget someday special.......

Oh ya.. turn around on talking about the sad side. December is the last month of every year, which means already wasted another year, one year older. Did I miss out something not doing this year? Or is that any other thing which I wish to achieve but fail to achieve?
Well well, I guess I do miss out alot of things I didnt do it... and I'm sure I already feel regret about it...
Urggghhh....Too tension thinking about that. -__-"

Nitezz...

Girl's heart sure melted if this wears on their finger

Wooahhh... suprised me on getting to see this "heart-shaped diamond ring". A very special ring made from De Gem. This ring belongs to a lucky girl who able to own it....

Hahaha... I wonder how many "Carat" or "K" there.... (*hmm, definately more than 18k gua)

Like I said, girl's heart sure melted if this wears on their finger. ^o^

Starbucks

Starbucks Chill Patrol reached MMU campus !! Stopped infront of the FCM building.... I've missed out once few weeks back on trying out this drink. Finally, I've made it !!! Got myself a cup of Earl Grey Ice Tea... nice one :)

Preferable to get a tea drink more than coffee.... though it's a bit expensive, but at least had a try. No regret....

Hahaha, as usual I went back for joining the master class with my supervisor. Which so luckily starbucks chill patrol came on that day. I'm not that favour on their coffee, but at least got tried out their teas...

Time to chill.... :)

Happy Birthday Mum ^^

Happy Birthday !!!

Just manage to celebrate mum's birthday at home (*her actual date of birthday is tomorrow). So we had an early celebration with her. We bought a small little tiramitsu cake for her for celebration. Hope she likes it..

Tadaa !! here is the birthday card... cute cute :)

Just took some photos with the birthday queen ^^

Oppss.... my bro took a snap shot at another angle while we were facing dad's hp camera.

My bro and mum

My dad and mum

Anyway, Happy Birthday Mummy, we always love you ^^

Holiday outing

Yesterday went out with my buddies whole day. Go sing k, watch movie (New Moon), having shabu shabu dinner at OUG.... pheww... what a tiring day.

One of my best buddy came back from Singapore. We hardly able to meet that often. Really happy hanging out with them. Aih, life is not as free as what we had during secondary life.... we only can meet once awhile. It's good to cherish such long term friendship for so long.

After watch the New Moon ( *which actually I've not even watch the first story "Twilight"), I falled into Jake fans.... "Jacob Black" !!!!!!!!

Awwwhh.... what a sweet charming little guy. Love his character in this movie which touches my heart so deeply on how he sacrifies his caring towards Bella... >.<" pity him because Bella still love towards Edward.. Anyway, is just a story.... but I do hope that my dear treat me even better than him la.... ^o^ (* I knew he will) Now I'm crazy for Jacob Black de figure d.... where can I get it?? Can it be my christmas present? or maybe even better for my big day presie? hmm.... dream about it ^^

That's him !!!! Jacob Black .... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

被"屈"的感覺

Do you understand the feeling of being "insult" by people?

It's been so many years that the matter had passed, and yet bcoz of a small little thing (a photo) reminds of again... conflict starts again.

It is not my problem, but people tend to treat me like a "live dead people"... insult me that I'm the main factor caused the matter happen...I never say a single words after being hurt by that matter and yet still being said until like this..."是她不對在現,這一切都是她的問題"

我無辜變成罪灰禍首