Respect & Trust worthy

每当他说他和朋友出去一下，我真的不敢问他是和谁出去。。”他”或者是”她” 。也许这是他的自由吧

可是我的心非常不安，也不知道该怎样跟自己说不要想太多。

然而，昨天的噩梦；真的打从心底把我的不安感觉变本加厉。。。 为什么会梦见如此的情形。实在是太可怕了。

我有几次发梦的情景，真的发生在我的现实生活里。难道这次的梦，会变真??

Respect 和Trust worthy ，我到底做到那一点呢。。。

安全感和自信心，你跑去那里啊

Something worth sharing

I’m truly amazed and stunned when I read a blog of someone that mention about these statement:

To keep a relationship for long , respect is the key. If u don’t respect others , even your friends will leave u for good . Trust comes second and we ourselves comes in the third place.

and…

Don’t ever treat a man as though they were your ATM machine. Pity them. They are just like us. They are also human. For your own sake go get a job n pay for ur own shopping. Ur man will love u more if u do that. And dun always call them up to check on them. They’re not a ding dong. They know when to go home n when to have fun just like us do when we know when to stop a girls night out and stop shopping.

~~~~~ Credit and Salute to LY ~~~~~

I really felt that every girl should have such practice as to respect their partners without having a lot of guessing behind them. I do admit that I’m a girl that don’t know how to treat myself good (*as in going for shopping and enjoy my life through travelling) but I do serious about generate a respect and trusty relationship with my man. And I hope my beloved one will cherish whatever I’ve done for him.

男人的意中人和红颜知己，只是一线之差吗??

A big Q's bounced in my mind about this posted by a friend of mine. And I wonder izzit true. If a guy owns a true lover, why would this 红颜知己 still appear?

As like another friend told me:

"I can accept they have it, but cannot let me know"

Which I believe where guys tend to hide this "红颜知己" in his heart rather than telling their love one, because they already knew the consequences. So why guys still wanna own a 红颜知己 then? I talk about something that can't even share the thing with their love one? Or to do something that can't even let the love one knows?

As for me, I really don't hv a 红颜知己. But I do cherish whatever I can for the one I love. But I don't wish to end up being hide and not told by my man because of their 红颜知己.

What about you?

除了痛，还是痛

每个月的”月事”都会搞到自己的心情很烦躁，人不舒服就算了，还要痘痘冒的一大堆。。

正如我所说的:"除了痛，还是痛咯"

再加上头痛，肚子又痛。。很难搞 @_@

呜。呜。。呜 。。。

是否该改变一下

皮肤渐渐变黑了耶。。怎么办?

不良的生活习惯:
- 很晚睡觉 (太早睡会睡不着的耶)
也许是习惯了黑眼圈也跑出来了咯 @_@

- 是否该少一点以长时间面对着电脑面前呢 (从早对到晚那种。。。)
嚯。。爆疮痘痘了啦 !!!!!
可恶 !! >.<”

- 运动量逐渐减少 (怕晒太阳，太闷热的天气)
不爱打球了。
正努力的找着瑜伽课叻。。。

为自己加油吧。。。

Conference 没了。。。 :(

Received an email yesterday from the conference committee saying that my conference paper is unable to present for the conference due to the paper did not fulfill the requirement from the peer reviewers. (*I did follow whatever they required me to changed, and yet saying that I still not fit for it. I dunno what's called "FIT" to them)

Aih, wasted so much time preparing for this conference and now ended up with disappointment.

NOT HAPPY !!!!

:(

过关成功

太好了，终于完成了今天的Ph.D. Proposal Defense。
暂时可以休息一下。
然而，很想去外面走走，却因为许多的理由。。 无法去得成

第一，距离太远。
第二，会花很多钱。。
第三，时间配合不到。。。
第四，等等。。。。。。。。。

人在家，心在外； 就像个没有灵魂的躯壳。。。

哎 :(