A bored weekend

Weekend should be the day to go out for relaxation. Yet I just can stay at home bored for the whole morning. Yesterday night only able to meet my dear for movie. We watched "Salt" starring by Angelina Jolie at Pavilion KL. Aih, regret didn't buy the tickets online. We reached Pavilion around 8pm to get the tickets. There was only left the very front seats to buy, since we were there already; we got no choice to get the tickets. T_T

I sitted until my neck also pain coz too front d. Watched until felt like vomit (*the screen is too close and yet my viewing angle cannot fit everything into my vision while watching.)

I really don't wanna sit front seats anymore !!!!!!

Then now I just stay at home again coz dear went out buffet with his frens @Tao, the Asian Cuisine located at Sunway Giza, Damansara. I guess they have their guys outing whole day. I just can guai guai sit at home, wait to grow mushrooms.

Ahhh....... I need to go out now !!!!! Cannot tahan d. Can I go genting now?? Seriously I need to get out from here to get some fresh air. I'm tired of being stuck at home all the time. People go out shopping at weekend bcoz they need to work during weekdays time. For me is no different, weekdays stay at home, work at home, writting journal at home..... Thought of weekend can get out to relax, but everytime before I go out, I inform my parents that I'm going out, they show me their "unsatisfaction" faces. =.=

Why??? What is the problem? I can't have my own time to relax? Stay at home is call "relax" to you?? Yes!!! For you it is......But NOT FOR ME lor..... I need my frens... I need my own time... I need my life too..... Pls understand.

I hate myself whenever I see all my frens and relatives travel overseas. Don't care the distance near or far... I look back and ask myself:

"What's the point of life you're aiming for? Just study? Then finish study just work? Work to earn money for survival (*just to save money) but not to "pamper" myself to go travel everywhere? Is that kind of life you want? "