Improve, improve….

I wish to improve some of the skills below:

Driving
( drive a kancil always kena bully by big cars, hope can drive a better car )

Writing blog
( still learning hard now… >.< )

Yoga
( practice harder skills so that can slim down more )

Make up
( at least some simple make up for some event lor )

Drawing/ sketching
( by sketching up some of my dream idea of my dream house )

Photography
( hope for more outing so that can practice the skills I’ve learned during study )

Thesis write up
( which this is the worst I’m currently facing, just can’t write it properly… gao mang ar !!! )

$$$$ Savings
( wish to get out from here to get back my “life”. Shouldn’t being control and lock like this all the time )

Sarah Connor : Just One Last Dance

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance

We meet in the night in the Spanish cafe
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
our love has finished forever

how I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
how I wish we make it through

Chorus:
Just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round



it's like the first time
Just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
but I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
it's the only thing to do

Chorus 3x (until fade)

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance

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Another nice song ^^

Where can I get this?

My hand cream gonna finish soon. I love the hand cream I bought at SaSa. But unfortunately I search all the other outlets; all the sales person told me that this hand cream is no longer for sale. They already stop production for this. Wuwuwuwu…. I love this hand cream very much. Now have to look for others for replacement.



I prefer to have rose flavour kind of hand cream where I saw this in one of the fashion magazine which I think it might be a good try for it. But I don’t think it is for sale in Malaysia. The brand of this hand cream named as “Organic Herbary – Irish Rose of Tralee”.

Any idea???? =.=

Moody day

Why am I so careless de??? I scratched my leg again…. Bleed like mad !!!!! Just got healed from the foot blister and now got a deep cut below my knee. I dunno how I walk, wonder am I walking properly or didn’t see while walking. Keep knock here, cut there, scratch here, bang there !!!!!

OMG……. I need treatment, to clear all the ugly scars away =(

By the way, I wish I could have a lot of cash voucher to do shopping now. Coz I miss shopping a lot! Since no income liao, everything have to save…. Dare not spend too much, but end up like starving on the “shopping moment”. Man, can you imagine how pitty it is when you see something you really like; but you cannot buy bcoz of short of $$$??? Some people said “What la you, buy first la; later only think about paying back” Huhuhuhu…. Say is easy, but when u think of paying back later; cry also no tears man….

I'm crazy about few things… but all need quite amount cash to get it.

- Coach Poppy Graffiti Groovy Handbag (Super duper expensive!!!)

- Digital camera from Casio Exilim EX-Z2 (But in a sweeter + limited edition) Hello kitty 35th anniversary celebration, all in pinkish colour plus bling bling all around the lense. Don’t think Malaysia got such version.

- Guess purse that I saw in Isetan (The one and only left… ng ser dak buy coz no more new stock d)

- A more comfy pair of shoes for myself (Which will not cause the appearance of foot blister again)

- and so on…… Body spa, bla bla bla...(More to count, infinity……. @_@)

Money ar….. where are you?????

One Republic_Secret

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I’ve been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It’s like we’re chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

Extremely tired ......

Just came back from watching another nice movie "The Sorcerer's Apprentice". But extremely tired today. Got no idea why am I so tired these days.

I guess I should sleep now.

Good night...

世界上什么人都有。。

“原来他个个人都喜欢，好恶心。。。

这种人不死都没用。自己已经有了个伴；还要在外面搞三搞四。

Yet, when gf went oversea; still wanna flirt other girls. Yuckss…..

Luckily I got off early, else I’m just one of a kind.”

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Wow!!!!! What kind of people is that? See liao also feel like wanna vomit man, gross!!!

Uueeekkk @_@

Diarrhea experience

Last Friday, I had my routine class like usual at MMU. Everything seems okay until reach evening. I went out with my dad buy dinner for my mum and granma. We went out to the Chinese makan stall as we used to visit. I don’t felt like eating much, so just order a soup plus plain rice. Additional, just ordered a Chinese ice tea. After eat, I went to buy their dinner which actually is just opposite the makan stall. Right after I walked across to the place, my stomach started to pain.

“Hmmm….. well well, I guess just like normal stomachache….” This was my first taught at the moment. So I was still happy to tell my dad that… “Hey, why not we go for driving range tonight? Think of getting some sweat exercise.” My dad was so excited and replied.. “Of course, hahahaha I also wish to go”. At the same time I told him…. But let me go to the toilet to do some “settlement” first.

After home, I drop down their food we bought and heading towards driving range. On the way to the destination, I felt something is not right already. Eh??? How come my stomach still keep pain de??? And really feel like going to toilet again. Again, right after I reached driving range. Everything started to change !!!! Hit few balls out, go toilet…… hit few more balls out, again… go toilet. In and out, in and out to the toilet I guess probably got 4 – 5 times. Something really really wrong already. Felt like wanna vomit, but cannot…. Yet stomach keep on pain.

I had no choice but to tell my dad about it. He started to worry, since I can’t even finish half of the total balls at the driving range. So he quickly finishes the practice and straight drive me home. On the way home, we tried to figure out what caused my problem. Since we both ate at the same place, we ordered food there and we did order Chinese tea as well. But his one was a glass of hot Chinese tea, but mine was in ice form. Gossh….. I guess what’s went wrong. We suspect is the ice got problem.

So once I reach home, again I rush to toilet again. My goodness…. It’s getting crazy! More pain plus more frequent to toilet. My parents started to worry. They try to gave me some medicine to easy my pain. But I just can’t…. and I even felt myself pain until 冒冷汗 @_@

I dear also started to worry and plan to bring me to clinic. Coz he suspected me got “food poisoning”. But that time already nearly 11 at night. I told him that if after medicine and reach 12 mid-night also no sign of getting better, he come over to fetch me to clinic. Well, I choose to monitor my situation after taken the medication. Yet, after 12 mid-night, still not much of improvement. I plan to send msg to my dear. But unfortunately, my dear’s hp running out of battery as he mentioned earlier to me where he might not able to reply me just incase his hp’s battery run flat. Plus so coincidence his house doesn’t have power supply, that’s why he cannot charge his phone. Awww….. =(

So I had no choice but to try to eat again the chinese medicine “保济丸” again. Phew…. I was so lucky, after awhile, my pain started to ease. But I already struggle during the night. By the time I started to feel less pain that time was already 2 – 3 am. And still, frequent to the toilet still the same. But at least my stomach won’t feel pain as crazy as before. So meaning to say, I’ve been struggle this stupid “diarrhea” for one whole night until the next morning. Around 6am in the morning. I already felt myself go toilet until 脚软….. walk also no strength.

“Tired + Weak” T.T

At the same time, I felt sorry for my dear because let him worry me. And supposingly we should have meet on Saturday night for outing. But bcoz of my condition, I hv to stay at home to get more rest. Ruin his weekend mood. So sorry =(

Man's Ego, does it matter?

Haih, "somebody" egoness is getting more and more serious lately. I can't say a thing because this ego comes from a person which I'm respecting the most. I felt like I don't even know how to talk to this "somebody" anymore.

Where in this "somebody's" mind..... 有他说，没你说 that type. Ask yourself, even you know you did wrong something, but because of the ego; you still wanna defense yourself saying that you're not wrong at all? Yet, still come across to blame some other people that it's their fault and not you yourself. Do you know how hard for me to cope??

You have your egoness, your feelings. But what about me? Don't you think I don't have my feelings too?

Movie day

Just came back from watching Twilight Eclipse with my dear at Time Square. He bought a premiere class ticket for this movie because he knew I loved this movie very much. And I've told him earlier that I would love to watch this movie once it's start screening.

Overall, the storyline still okay; accept it's still a sad ending for "Jake" or "Jacob" =(
Which actually I love Jocab's character more than Edward..... awww... poor Jacob.....

But unfortunately, I guess it bored my dear for this movie too, since he keep yawning =.=
...... so sorry

Good night.....

Everything starts to change…

First of all, there are few things that keep bothering in my mind. Age, Career, Cars, Over-stress, Undecided decision, Next thing to achieve and also Tons of workload !!!

Yet a short form of gathering all these issues turns to be an “A C C O U N T” matters…. @_@

Does it always have to be so calculative? The above issue versus with “Time”??
Seeing people getting more and more success, yet; where am I now?
Seeing people owned their own house and car, yet; where am I now?
Seeing people getting married, yet: where am I now?
Even seeing surrounding people getting pregnant, yet; where am I now?

Am I considering late comers to enter into the real world? Or this is the trend for nowadays people where:

“You don’t have money, you better stay out of this society!!!! Coz everything deals with $$$$ in the end”.

What am I now? Nobody???

Today is my unluckies day or what?

Oooiiii... what's wrong today oo??

Early last night cannot sleep well, because the stupid garden hourse guard keep ronda our garden with his cacat motorcycle.... "bruk bruk brruuukkk" terrible sound out from the exaust pipe!!!!

This morning, kena woke up early again by those crazy driver who drives their car passed by my house. Darn NOISY wei !!!!

Nvm.... I still can tahan. Then now, I plan to go out makan lunch. The moment I go start my car, my car don't even able to start !!!!!!!!! Not even have those engine starting sound "nyek nyek neyk" =.=

Beh tahan d... So think of ask my dad help de.... MANA TAU !!!!!! My dad forget to bring his hp out........ OH NO!!!!!! Call mum, no answer.....

I cannot imagine if now I'm outside alone...... anything happen who will come rescue me. (* Plus with such kind of heavy dark clouds weather ) @_@

Gao Mang Ar...... what's wrong with me today????

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Which one??

Which one ??? Huhuhuhuh.... both I also love it very much....

One of it is the picture above.... =.=" RM1k+

Another one is a dress from Guess.... that one also need RM429

If I get it, I can declare bankrupt immediately... hohohoho

The temptation is so trong, hardly love something so deep like this. Yet, both also consider branded..... wuwuwuwu T_T

How ? How??

World, Hold On_Bob Sinclair

Oh yeah, yeah…
Open up your heart, what do you feel
Open up your heart, what do you feel… is real

The big bang may be a million years away
But I can’t think of a better time to say

World, hold on I
nstead of messing with our future, open up inside
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

World, hold on
Instead of messing with our future
Tell me no more lies
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

Children of the sky…
Children of the sky…

Look inside, you’ll find a deeper love
The kind that only comes from high above

If you ever meet your inner child, don’t cry
Tell them everything is gonna be alright

World, hold on
Instead of messing with our future, open up inside
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

World, hold on
Come one, everybody in the universe, come on
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

Children of the sky… alright
Open up your heart
Tell me, how do you feel

Listen now, tell them everything, right here right now
Alright, everybody, here in the world
You are all the children, alright

Together now, unite, and fight… oooh
Open up you heart, no, peace, love for everyone

Oh, no no no no no, alright, to the four corners of the world
Sing it loud, sing it loud, sing it loud loud loud
World hold on on

Sing it loud, sing it proud
Everybody, yeah yeah yeah yeah, oooh
Don’t take no for an answer, no no, not today

Right here,spread love, everybody join together now
One [race], one heart, love and unity, everybody sing
Yeah!

World, hold on
Come one, everybody in the universe, come on
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

World, hold on
Come one, everybody in the universe, come on
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky


Man.... I love this song so much. And I love "Guess" too
T_T

开心的寿星公

As like mentioned the above, today is my beloved dad’s birthday. Today was a busy day for me. Got class in the morning, then after that got to go FOM submit my course assignment. My dad messaged me during the class, asked me whether okay to meet him for lunch after my class. Hahaha, of course can la, today his birthday ler…. 大晒嘛 ^^

But wish to give him a mini surprise. After all the work done in MMU, I headed to Balakong Jusco, bought a mini chocolate mousse cake for him before head back home.

TaDaaa….. here it is !!! Mini version de.


Then went back to meet my dad for simple lunch. My mum today got seminar, so she managed to come home early today. Once my mum arrived home, we went upstairs to his office room to give him the surprise. Hehehe, I think he 暗爽 also la. :P

My cute little dad…..

Next program, we waited for my brother and kellies come back from work; then we went for a dinner to celebrate lor.

Although it’s not a huge celebration as like any other people did, but I’m glad that a simple little cake that I bought could wished him a very happy pleasant birthday and made him smile in his heart.

Happy Birthday Dad!!! We love you :)

p/s: I wish my dear could stay beside me while celebrating his birthday too >_<

Happy Birthday Dad !!

Dear Dad,

Happy Birthday to you. Thanks for all your loving and care for me. Hardly able to express the love to you because I know you're a tough man. But I do belief that you've given me your everything to me and the family.

I love you dad.
:)