Back from Aussie trip

So sorry for the long long looong delay of updating my blog..... =.= (*still thinking am I suppose to upload my aussie trip photos here, crazy alot... and I'm so lazy, hehehehe)

But anyway, for those who is interested; you can just browse all the photos in my facebook account. (*took me almost one whole week right after I came back from Aussie to upload the photos into my facebook account ..... SUPER DUPER SIENZzzZZzzzzzz while uploading :P )

Overall what I can say from my Aussie trip is awesome!!! (of course la, paid so much for the air ticket to go there attend the education conference - Ascilite 2010, just treat it as part of my overseas holiday trip too lor )

Basically I went for this trip with my postgraduate classmate, Heidi =)
We really had alot of fun there, enjoy the conference, foods, peoples, holiday destination etc etc... But never forget to thank my relatives also for their time and effort spend on us. Thank you so much !!! Muackss.... :-*

It was my really first time travel so far to overseas country, Australia- Sydney & Melbourne. Enjoy the lovely weather there which suited me so well. ( temperature of 14-26 degree celcius eventhough it's their Summer season ) Hahahhaa.... never ever sweat a single drop there for 2 weeks long !!! But once I touched down back to LCCT, the moment I get out from the arrival hall, I started to sweat again.... hehehehe

Anyway, it was a good experience for us (from conference to vacation). I hope I can visit there once again ( maybe with my parents and my dear going too, LoL)

Lets just see hows my research scholar job goes ;)

That's all for now... ^^

APERA2010 - 23-26 November 2010, PWTC

Finally the conference is over.... but I'm more enjoy in this time conference as compared to the previous one on ICERP2009.

Get to know a lots of new friends from all over the world. Hong Kong, Japan, Philippine, Singapore, Australia as well... and not forget, the local friends too ^^

Very lucky to meet Kerk, as she is actually consider my colleague bcoz we came from the same University. (But she is at Malacca campus)

=)

I learned alot in this conference and it helped me so much on my research. Looking forward to gain more knowledge for this coming Ascilite 2010 at Sydney.

"A photo of myself at the main conference hall"

Who can talk to me?

I'm so bored... I'm so stress as well....

"Go out lah" ... but where to go?? Everywhere also crowded... I wonder how come nowadays people no need to work, yet there is alot of ppl go shopping and buy stuff.

"Go shopping lor" ... where is the $$$$ ?

"Relax at home lah, do spa or watever" .... but again, where is my bath tub? or that bath tub renamed as "fish pond" at home... @_@ how to soak my stressful body to relax?

"Go for sports lor " ... where is my companion???

"Go hang out with ur dear lor' .... where is he????????? working lor.....

Why everything also got obstruction de.. fan sei ar !!!!!!!

Who really can talk to me??

='(

为何全是我的错?

付出的，牺牲的，忍让的。。我自问做齐。到最后，你还是埋怨是我的错。

你就不能当作没有发生过吗，为何还要问?

如果你没做错再现，为什么害怕我问呢?

好! 从此以后，我不再过问。。你做的，想要得到的，我也依依不再过问，你开心吧。。

从此不过问，从此也不会理会。。

你是永远的对，我是永远的错，错，错!!!

It returns !!!!

What is that kind of feeling again? How come it keeps repeating geh?

Anxious, Worry, Unsecure, Wondering, Uncomfortable....

Are those words really mean it?
Or it's just an excuse...

...who knows it got hidden msg behind it?

I choose to believe, but izzit really true?

Or it might ended up with disappointment again T_T

What should I do???

Rihanna - Only Girl (In The World)

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la

[VERSE 1]
I want you to love me, like I'm a hot guy
Keep thinkin' of me, doin' what you like
So boy forget about the world cuz it's gon' be me and you tonight
I wanna make your bed for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only one...

[VERSE 2]
Want you to take me like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I'll tell you all my secrets that I'm keepin', you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain't leavin', be my prisoner for the night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one...

[BRIDGE]
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Oh make it last all night
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Make it last all night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...

Need to work harder !!!

SPSS, a statistic software that I used for phd studies.

@_@ very pening ar.... coz I really dunno how to interpret the analysed result. My supervisor brought me to the library and borrowed a total of 6 reference books about multivariate analysis and SPSS. Goshh.... really really tough as I don't understand all the analysis concept. What variables la, components la, correlation matrix, factor loading etc etc.... Never heard of those term ler... so hard to understand.

Really hv to spend time just to do the readings. Besides that, after finish reading, I still got tonnes of workload waiting for me (conferences, classes, trial & error on testing the SPSS data collected in the clas, new modules.... arrrgggghhhh.... !!!!)

Although this is normal for a phd candidate to face this situation, but for me; it's abit way to stress coz I'm a very stressful person. Whenever I saw works stacking on my desk, I turned to be very nervous and stress up. That is Me !! T_T

Somemore, the Australia conference is coming soon. I still got alot of prepare oo (Booking internal flight in Aussie, conference presentation slides etc etc). Very gan jiong man.... !!!

Now all I hope is that everything goes smooth lo.... or else, gonna be like a super massive jam once ANY one of it clash together..... =(

Stress.. Stresss....

What I’ve done so far?

Hmm…. My mind today keep asking myself about this question.
"What I’ve done so far?"

Let’s take a look:
- APERA conference paper – Done !
- Progress meeting with my supervisor on my journal – Done !
- Interest pay for my daily expenses – Pending !
- Work to complete my whole PhD programme – Pending !
- Wait for the project grant to get pay for my research allowance – Pending !
- Urge to get a better car for myself – Dreaming !
- Aiming to get myself a studio apartment – Dreaming !

What else…. eerrmmm….ummm

- Earn a target of __ mil. – Even DREAMING !!!!

Hectic la …… when all can complete ??? =.=

Special day

I missed the morning session of 10/10/10 10:10:10am. But I managed to celebrate the night session of 10/10/10 10:10:10pm. Yay !!!!

Although today's date is not a special day for me, but I still manage to feel the "hapiness" feeling for those people who are getting married today.

As for me, I just guai guai stay at home today....

Night...

101010

Happy 10/10/10

For those who are getting married on this date, congratulation....

And for those who are proposing to their love ones on this date, congratulations as well....

Even.... for those who plan to give birth on this date... also congratulations...

It's a special date that falls 10/10/10..... ones in a life time, pls cherish the moment.

Hope everything okay to me.....

忏悔

后悔所做的一切，对你。。 对他。。。 对我都没有好处。。。。。。

不敢再多问你几句，因为；越问就越伤心。。。。。。

从此以后的你，不再信任我。。。。。。

只能对你说声 “对不起” 。。。

谁对，谁错???

by
过路人

Who is that "XXX" to you?

It's not that I don't wanna voice out, but truly it's so obvious that something chicky happen behind it and I can feel it is a threat to me. What is that?

The trust is broken when the moment you try to hide. I know I don't have much friends around and you're different; friends are all around you. You want to know everything on me, but I don't get a chance to know everything from you.

你人缘好，this makes me more worry. All I want is simple, I just don't wanna get hurt, I just don't want that incident happen once again.

Who is that?

by
过路人

@_@#

Still got plenty of data need to insert into SPSS. DM class ar !!! Why so many students in this class?? Keep inserting like no ending like tat geh....

I started to feel abit wing wing dei d.... even finish insert data, still hv to do fine tuning.

And there is still no "guarantee" results to prove it's good. Huhuhuhuhu.... when this will end??

I really need a break la....

Workload 多到整座山酱。。

Sien ooo.... Not happy with my work. Don't understand what to write for my journal. Day day also think of publish journal, no others..... gao mang ar... !!!

Besides that....

No income, fan !!! No time for accompany, fan !!! No break to travel, fan !!! Can't sleep well, also fan !!!!

What also 烦餐饱。。。 =.=

Middle to revising

It's been really long time I didn't update my blog already due to certain reasons... (bla bla bla.... yadaa yadaa yadaa...tells it all)

Today suddenly feel like getting back here to write something. Abit of headache bcoz of my PhD studies. Feeling stuck somewhere and can't get through (just can't know exactly wat's going on also)

Now trying to revised back some basic reading on SPSS. Hope the doubts can clear soon lor. Somemore abit worry on my conference abstract that had submitted for the APERA2010 organised by UPSI. Still no news or anything yet !!!!! Already submitted since July d, not even a simple notification email receive. Maybe my abstract misplace somewhere by them. Aih..... already kena "kicked" out by TARC one, this one pulak macam gone M.I.A..... T_T

All macam hanging half way ler..... if like that, better hang my neck half way also la... =.="

可有想过我的感觉。。

在你心中，我更本就没有地位。

为了朋友，你会为他们赴汤蹈火。

为了工作，你也宁愿牺牲时间去完成。

但为了我，你完完全全把我丢在一边。。。

当你忙于应酬朋友，工作时；我根本不存在。。

当你寂寞时， 才来偶尔想起我；你曾想过调换我的角色，这一切发生在你身上。。你感觉如何??


一个简单的短讯，说你平安回到家；真的那么难吗??

曾有想过，我会担心。。。你曾想过调换我的角色，这一切发生在你身上。。你感觉如何??

“喝醉了。。。” 一个简单的借口，就把事情忘得一干二净；过后重复又重复。


我，算什么??

coughing nightmare

Been sick for the past one week. T.T now still left coughing. But it just couldn't fully clear. And yet there are whole bunch of stuff waiting me to rush and submit. Die die die!

Finally, 眼肿肿 transformed into fever & flu

Already sense abit not right since last nite, thought it's just a common headache. But now turn into so serious!!! I couldn't even walk properly coz the head is heavy! Until I felt like there are few tonnes of rocks pressing on top of my head.

Like usual, after a series of headache, sorethroat comes along too. And now I'm officially sick ....huhuhuhu T_T

Now hv to leave the pc away so that I could get more rest. (*my eyes strain leads to my headache return again and again......)

眼肿肿 T_T

For today’s class, the DM students were given a pre-test for the digital sound module. Dr.Ken couldn’t make it for today’s class, so the class was replaced by Dr.Mai. The data collection for today seems okay, I’ve got 177 data in total. Which it’s sufficient enough to do the T-test later.

But don’t know what happen after the class, my right side eye cover there pop up a stupid pimples!!! Hidden one somemore…. It’ very painful yet itchy…. yer, hate that a lot la…

Now my right eyes like bengkak one side d…huhuhuhhuh

A bored weekend

Weekend should be the day to go out for relaxation. Yet I just can stay at home bored for the whole morning. Yesterday night only able to meet my dear for movie. We watched "Salt" starring by Angelina Jolie at Pavilion KL. Aih, regret didn't buy the tickets online. We reached Pavilion around 8pm to get the tickets. There was only left the very front seats to buy, since we were there already; we got no choice to get the tickets. T_T

I sitted until my neck also pain coz too front d. Watched until felt like vomit (*the screen is too close and yet my viewing angle cannot fit everything into my vision while watching.)

I really don't wanna sit front seats anymore !!!!!!

Then now I just stay at home again coz dear went out buffet with his frens @Tao, the Asian Cuisine located at Sunway Giza, Damansara. I guess they have their guys outing whole day. I just can guai guai sit at home, wait to grow mushrooms.

Ahhh....... I need to go out now !!!!! Cannot tahan d. Can I go genting now?? Seriously I need to get out from here to get some fresh air. I'm tired of being stuck at home all the time. People go out shopping at weekend bcoz they need to work during weekdays time. For me is no different, weekdays stay at home, work at home, writting journal at home..... Thought of weekend can get out to relax, but everytime before I go out, I inform my parents that I'm going out, they show me their "unsatisfaction" faces. =.=

Why??? What is the problem? I can't have my own time to relax? Stay at home is call "relax" to you?? Yes!!! For you it is......But NOT FOR ME lor..... I need my frens... I need my own time... I need my life too..... Pls understand.

I hate myself whenever I see all my frens and relatives travel overseas. Don't care the distance near or far... I look back and ask myself:

"What's the point of life you're aiming for? Just study? Then finish study just work? Work to earn money for survival (*just to save money) but not to "pamper" myself to go travel everywhere? Is that kind of life you want? "

Improve, improve….

I wish to improve some of the skills below:

Driving
( drive a kancil always kena bully by big cars, hope can drive a better car )

Writing blog
( still learning hard now… >.< )

Yoga
( practice harder skills so that can slim down more )

Make up
( at least some simple make up for some event lor )

Drawing/ sketching
( by sketching up some of my dream idea of my dream house )

Photography
( hope for more outing so that can practice the skills I’ve learned during study )

Thesis write up
( which this is the worst I’m currently facing, just can’t write it properly… gao mang ar !!! )

$$$$ Savings
( wish to get out from here to get back my “life”. Shouldn’t being control and lock like this all the time )

Sarah Connor : Just One Last Dance

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance

We meet in the night in the Spanish cafe
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
our love has finished forever

how I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
how I wish we make it through

Chorus:
Just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round



it's like the first time
Just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
but I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
it's the only thing to do

Chorus 3x (until fade)

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance

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Another nice song ^^

Where can I get this?

My hand cream gonna finish soon. I love the hand cream I bought at SaSa. But unfortunately I search all the other outlets; all the sales person told me that this hand cream is no longer for sale. They already stop production for this. Wuwuwuwu…. I love this hand cream very much. Now have to look for others for replacement.



I prefer to have rose flavour kind of hand cream where I saw this in one of the fashion magazine which I think it might be a good try for it. But I don’t think it is for sale in Malaysia. The brand of this hand cream named as “Organic Herbary – Irish Rose of Tralee”.

Any idea???? =.=

Moody day

Why am I so careless de??? I scratched my leg again…. Bleed like mad !!!!! Just got healed from the foot blister and now got a deep cut below my knee. I dunno how I walk, wonder am I walking properly or didn’t see while walking. Keep knock here, cut there, scratch here, bang there !!!!!

OMG……. I need treatment, to clear all the ugly scars away =(

By the way, I wish I could have a lot of cash voucher to do shopping now. Coz I miss shopping a lot! Since no income liao, everything have to save…. Dare not spend too much, but end up like starving on the “shopping moment”. Man, can you imagine how pitty it is when you see something you really like; but you cannot buy bcoz of short of $$$??? Some people said “What la you, buy first la; later only think about paying back” Huhuhuhu…. Say is easy, but when u think of paying back later; cry also no tears man….

I'm crazy about few things… but all need quite amount cash to get it.

- Coach Poppy Graffiti Groovy Handbag (Super duper expensive!!!)

- Digital camera from Casio Exilim EX-Z2 (But in a sweeter + limited edition) Hello kitty 35th anniversary celebration, all in pinkish colour plus bling bling all around the lense. Don’t think Malaysia got such version.

- Guess purse that I saw in Isetan (The one and only left… ng ser dak buy coz no more new stock d)

- A more comfy pair of shoes for myself (Which will not cause the appearance of foot blister again)

- and so on…… Body spa, bla bla bla...(More to count, infinity……. @_@)

Money ar….. where are you?????

One Republic_Secret

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til’ all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I’ve said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I’ve been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It’s like we’re chasing all those stars
Who’s driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don’t really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don’t let me disappear
I’mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I’m gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

Extremely tired ......

Just came back from watching another nice movie "The Sorcerer's Apprentice". But extremely tired today. Got no idea why am I so tired these days.

I guess I should sleep now.

Good night...

世界上什么人都有。。

“原来他个个人都喜欢，好恶心。。。

这种人不死都没用。自己已经有了个伴；还要在外面搞三搞四。

Yet, when gf went oversea; still wanna flirt other girls. Yuckss…..

Luckily I got off early, else I’m just one of a kind.”

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Wow!!!!! What kind of people is that? See liao also feel like wanna vomit man, gross!!!

Uueeekkk @_@

Diarrhea experience

Last Friday, I had my routine class like usual at MMU. Everything seems okay until reach evening. I went out with my dad buy dinner for my mum and granma. We went out to the Chinese makan stall as we used to visit. I don’t felt like eating much, so just order a soup plus plain rice. Additional, just ordered a Chinese ice tea. After eat, I went to buy their dinner which actually is just opposite the makan stall. Right after I walked across to the place, my stomach started to pain.

“Hmmm….. well well, I guess just like normal stomachache….” This was my first taught at the moment. So I was still happy to tell my dad that… “Hey, why not we go for driving range tonight? Think of getting some sweat exercise.” My dad was so excited and replied.. “Of course, hahahaha I also wish to go”. At the same time I told him…. But let me go to the toilet to do some “settlement” first.

After home, I drop down their food we bought and heading towards driving range. On the way to the destination, I felt something is not right already. Eh??? How come my stomach still keep pain de??? And really feel like going to toilet again. Again, right after I reached driving range. Everything started to change !!!! Hit few balls out, go toilet…… hit few more balls out, again… go toilet. In and out, in and out to the toilet I guess probably got 4 – 5 times. Something really really wrong already. Felt like wanna vomit, but cannot…. Yet stomach keep on pain.

I had no choice but to tell my dad about it. He started to worry, since I can’t even finish half of the total balls at the driving range. So he quickly finishes the practice and straight drive me home. On the way home, we tried to figure out what caused my problem. Since we both ate at the same place, we ordered food there and we did order Chinese tea as well. But his one was a glass of hot Chinese tea, but mine was in ice form. Gossh….. I guess what’s went wrong. We suspect is the ice got problem.

So once I reach home, again I rush to toilet again. My goodness…. It’s getting crazy! More pain plus more frequent to toilet. My parents started to worry. They try to gave me some medicine to easy my pain. But I just can’t…. and I even felt myself pain until 冒冷汗 @_@

I dear also started to worry and plan to bring me to clinic. Coz he suspected me got “food poisoning”. But that time already nearly 11 at night. I told him that if after medicine and reach 12 mid-night also no sign of getting better, he come over to fetch me to clinic. Well, I choose to monitor my situation after taken the medication. Yet, after 12 mid-night, still not much of improvement. I plan to send msg to my dear. But unfortunately, my dear’s hp running out of battery as he mentioned earlier to me where he might not able to reply me just incase his hp’s battery run flat. Plus so coincidence his house doesn’t have power supply, that’s why he cannot charge his phone. Awww….. =(

So I had no choice but to try to eat again the chinese medicine “保济丸” again. Phew…. I was so lucky, after awhile, my pain started to ease. But I already struggle during the night. By the time I started to feel less pain that time was already 2 – 3 am. And still, frequent to the toilet still the same. But at least my stomach won’t feel pain as crazy as before. So meaning to say, I’ve been struggle this stupid “diarrhea” for one whole night until the next morning. Around 6am in the morning. I already felt myself go toilet until 脚软….. walk also no strength.

“Tired + Weak” T.T

At the same time, I felt sorry for my dear because let him worry me. And supposingly we should have meet on Saturday night for outing. But bcoz of my condition, I hv to stay at home to get more rest. Ruin his weekend mood. So sorry =(

Man's Ego, does it matter?

Haih, "somebody" egoness is getting more and more serious lately. I can't say a thing because this ego comes from a person which I'm respecting the most. I felt like I don't even know how to talk to this "somebody" anymore.

Where in this "somebody's" mind..... 有他说，没你说 that type. Ask yourself, even you know you did wrong something, but because of the ego; you still wanna defense yourself saying that you're not wrong at all? Yet, still come across to blame some other people that it's their fault and not you yourself. Do you know how hard for me to cope??

You have your egoness, your feelings. But what about me? Don't you think I don't have my feelings too?

Movie day

Just came back from watching Twilight Eclipse with my dear at Time Square. He bought a premiere class ticket for this movie because he knew I loved this movie very much. And I've told him earlier that I would love to watch this movie once it's start screening.

Overall, the storyline still okay; accept it's still a sad ending for "Jake" or "Jacob" =(
Which actually I love Jocab's character more than Edward..... awww... poor Jacob.....

But unfortunately, I guess it bored my dear for this movie too, since he keep yawning =.=
...... so sorry

Good night.....

Everything starts to change…

First of all, there are few things that keep bothering in my mind. Age, Career, Cars, Over-stress, Undecided decision, Next thing to achieve and also Tons of workload !!!

Yet a short form of gathering all these issues turns to be an “A C C O U N T” matters…. @_@

Does it always have to be so calculative? The above issue versus with “Time”??
Seeing people getting more and more success, yet; where am I now?
Seeing people owned their own house and car, yet; where am I now?
Seeing people getting married, yet: where am I now?
Even seeing surrounding people getting pregnant, yet; where am I now?

Am I considering late comers to enter into the real world? Or this is the trend for nowadays people where:

“You don’t have money, you better stay out of this society!!!! Coz everything deals with $$$$ in the end”.

What am I now? Nobody???

Today is my unluckies day or what?

Oooiiii... what's wrong today oo??

Early last night cannot sleep well, because the stupid garden hourse guard keep ronda our garden with his cacat motorcycle.... "bruk bruk brruuukkk" terrible sound out from the exaust pipe!!!!

This morning, kena woke up early again by those crazy driver who drives their car passed by my house. Darn NOISY wei !!!!

Nvm.... I still can tahan. Then now, I plan to go out makan lunch. The moment I go start my car, my car don't even able to start !!!!!!!!! Not even have those engine starting sound "nyek nyek neyk" =.=

Beh tahan d... So think of ask my dad help de.... MANA TAU !!!!!! My dad forget to bring his hp out........ OH NO!!!!!! Call mum, no answer.....

I cannot imagine if now I'm outside alone...... anything happen who will come rescue me. (* Plus with such kind of heavy dark clouds weather ) @_@

Gao Mang Ar...... what's wrong with me today????

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Which one??

Which one ??? Huhuhuhuh.... both I also love it very much....

One of it is the picture above.... =.=" RM1k+

Another one is a dress from Guess.... that one also need RM429

If I get it, I can declare bankrupt immediately... hohohoho

The temptation is so trong, hardly love something so deep like this. Yet, both also consider branded..... wuwuwuwu T_T

How ? How??

World, Hold On_Bob Sinclair

Oh yeah, yeah…
Open up your heart, what do you feel
Open up your heart, what do you feel… is real

The big bang may be a million years away
But I can’t think of a better time to say

World, hold on I
nstead of messing with our future, open up inside
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

World, hold on
Instead of messing with our future
Tell me no more lies
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

Children of the sky…
Children of the sky…

Look inside, you’ll find a deeper love
The kind that only comes from high above

If you ever meet your inner child, don’t cry
Tell them everything is gonna be alright

World, hold on
Instead of messing with our future, open up inside
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

World, hold on
Come one, everybody in the universe, come on
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

Children of the sky… alright
Open up your heart
Tell me, how do you feel

Listen now, tell them everything, right here right now
Alright, everybody, here in the world
You are all the children, alright

Together now, unite, and fight… oooh
Open up you heart, no, peace, love for everyone

Oh, no no no no no, alright, to the four corners of the world
Sing it loud, sing it loud, sing it loud loud loud
World hold on on

Sing it loud, sing it proud
Everybody, yeah yeah yeah yeah, oooh
Don’t take no for an answer, no no, not today

Right here,spread love, everybody join together now
One [race], one heart, love and unity, everybody sing
Yeah!

World, hold on
Come one, everybody in the universe, come on
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky

World, hold on
Come one, everybody in the universe, come on
World, hold on
Wonder you will have to answer to the children of the sky


Man.... I love this song so much. And I love "Guess" too
T_T

开心的寿星公

As like mentioned the above, today is my beloved dad’s birthday. Today was a busy day for me. Got class in the morning, then after that got to go FOM submit my course assignment. My dad messaged me during the class, asked me whether okay to meet him for lunch after my class. Hahaha, of course can la, today his birthday ler…. 大晒嘛 ^^

But wish to give him a mini surprise. After all the work done in MMU, I headed to Balakong Jusco, bought a mini chocolate mousse cake for him before head back home.

TaDaaa….. here it is !!! Mini version de.


Then went back to meet my dad for simple lunch. My mum today got seminar, so she managed to come home early today. Once my mum arrived home, we went upstairs to his office room to give him the surprise. Hehehe, I think he 暗爽 also la. :P

My cute little dad…..

Next program, we waited for my brother and kellies come back from work; then we went for a dinner to celebrate lor.

Although it’s not a huge celebration as like any other people did, but I’m glad that a simple little cake that I bought could wished him a very happy pleasant birthday and made him smile in his heart.

Happy Birthday Dad!!! We love you :)

p/s: I wish my dear could stay beside me while celebrating his birthday too >_<

Happy Birthday Dad !!

Dear Dad,

Happy Birthday to you. Thanks for all your loving and care for me. Hardly able to express the love to you because I know you're a tough man. But I do belief that you've given me your everything to me and the family.

I love you dad.
:)

End of June

Today is the end of June, count.. count... and count...... already 9 months passed since after I've registered Ph.D.

Did I achieve anything? Yeah... at least passed the proposal defense stage. But is there anything else??? Now just keep on working on the thesis paper gradually.

When can I finish then?? Hmm.... after that, where am I going also??? Too far to think now??? Or to slow to make decision d?

Hahaha, now just keep rushing the final assignment that due on this Saturday. Wuwuwuuw... No need sleep again lo..... @_@

Saw a beautiful rainbow today right after our class end around evening. Heidi was the one who saw the rainbow while I was driving my car. But we can't hold our temptation as the rainbow is so soooo beautiful, so I decided to stop my car along the roadside and we both went down from the car to snap some photos.

It was a double rainbow !!! Somemore is a complete one. I felt so calm and pleasant when seeing this rainbow.


Due to I can't snap the rainbow in the complete form, I ended up took a short video clip for this rainbow.... So far this is the best and perfect rainbow I had ever seen in my life :>

Awww.... it makes my evening mood turn so peaceful and felt it's so perfect that the rainbow like lay on top of our head. Hahaha.... just liked wearing a rainbow glowing kind of hairband, such a dreamy princess :)

Entreprenuership assignment

OMG !!! How to write?? How to write??
A non-business minded de me, how to figure out all this things ler....

What kind of conceptual business plan that I can come out with?
Help ar... :(

与你分享‏

I found this was very meaningful... Thanks to my best buddy who sent me this through email and I wish to share with you all.

【你会如何决择呢??】
你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。
有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。 
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让
你这么心动的人了。

在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：

'给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'
每个人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人一开始就想到。

小哲理：
是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。


【和尚与屠夫】
从前有一个和尚跟一个屠夫是好朋友。和尚天天早上要起来念经，而屠夫天天要起来杀猪。 为了不耽误他们早上的工作，是他们约定早上互相叫对方起床。
多年以后，和尚与屠夫相继去世了。屠夫去上天堂了，而和尚却下地狱了。
Why?
因为屠夫天天作善事，叫和尚起来念经，相反地，和尚天天叫屠夫起来杀生……

小哲理：
你所认为的事情以及你所做的东西你一直认为是对的，但有时后却不一定是对的。<做每样事情时,不妨站在其他人的角度看一看,想一想吧!>


【皮鞋的来历】

很久很久以前，人类都还赤着双脚走路。

有一位国王到某个偏远的乡间旅行，因为路面崎岖不平，有很多碎石头，刺得他的脚又痛又麻。回到王宫后，他下了一道命令，要将国内的所有道路都铺上一层牛皮。他认为这样做，不只是为自己，还可造福他的人民，让大家走路时不再受刺痛之苦。

但即使杀尽国内所有的牛，也筹措不到足够的皮革，而所花费的金钱、动用的人力，更不知凡几。虽然根本做不到，甚至还相当愚蠢，但因为是国王的命令，大家也只能摇头叹息。

一位聪明的仆人大胆向国王提出建言：「国王啊！为什么您要劳师动众，牺牲那么多头牛，花费那么多金钱呢？您何不只用两小片牛皮包住您的脚呢？」国王听了很惊讶，但也当下领悟，于是立刻收回成命，改采这个建议。据说，这就是「皮鞋」的由来。

小哲理：
想改变世界，很难；要改变自己，则较为容易。
与其改变全世界，不如先改变自己--「将自己的双脚包起来」。
改变自己的某些观念和作法，以抵御外来的侵袭。
当自己改变后，眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
如果你希望看到世界改变，那么第一个必须改变的就是自己!!

不要时常埋怨,不要时常感到不满,不要时常有很多怨恨,不要时常问为什么挨骂的又是我呢??不要问上天 / 社会 /家庭 / 老板给于我们什么东西,问一问自己到底给于/付出于什么东西给于他们呢??不要尝试叫环境适应你而是我们要学会适应环境^^我们要学会改变的就是自己,一起迎合美好的一切!!

「心若改变，态度就会改变；态度改变，习惯就改变；习惯改变，人生就会改变。」

Hope you guys like it :)

Ermm.... what a weekend

=.= been through a boring weekend.
Saturday = As usual, without any plan at nite, definately gonna stay at home "fat mou" de. Just had a simple steamboat dinner with my family at home then, that's it.... at night was just sit infront of my notebook again and play facebook. (This time even chi kik, counting sheep infront of my notebook!! GenG @_@).

Sunday = Able to meet my dear for a movie @ Tropicana City Mall. Watched the movie called "Knight and Day" film starring by Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz. It was a comedy + action movie. Had a good laugh during the movie. After that went home dinner with my family then... Taadaaa.... Back home again to face infront of my notebook. Think and think about my phd work stuff and the stupid assignment which I hate assignment the most!!!

Yer... help ar, why I just can't have a enjoyable and fun weekend rather than just like this???? People went shopping during weekend (*which my purse run out of $$$) People went vacation during the weekend (*one day trip to any un-discoverable place also not bad)

Me ler??? Why have to stay at home "counting sheep"?? @_@

Tiring day

Attended my DM class as usual on Tuesday. But today's class seems to be a little bit different as compared to last week. My supervisor were given them the final assignment project briefing. Where also this is my very first time to see the DM class where so serious and concern to complete this assignments. ** At first I don't expect they gonna pay much attention and efford in this class. And yet, this time is different. Hahahha, good for me to take such good data for my phd study also, I should say....

Took a few pictures in this class session for my future references. Hahaha, hope it helps as an evidence to prove how they "cooperate" as a group.

Funny part was that, this class is huge !!! 200+ students..hohohoho. That's why I feel excited when retrieving their survey feedback.

Decision: No go…..

After some series of deep consideration, a decision had made where there will be a “No go” for this matter.

Well, since is their decision; there is nothing I can object on. Just let it be then :)

Kellies Castle

I went back to Ipoh with my parents today. It was just a simple day trip to meet my aunty. While on the way to find my aunty at Jelapang, I passed by Batu Gajah then I saw a road sign “Kellies Castle” which attracted me out of sudden. I did heard of the name before, but I have no idea where about this place as well as the background story of it. So I went online to check on it. Wooossshhhh…… what a discovery !!!!

Here is the little story of the Kellies Castle (*credit to the original writers of the website - http://www.pulau-pangkor.com/Kellies-Castle.html)

Kellies Castle

For many years, Kellies Castle has been shrouded in mystery. Today it's nicely restored and easy to reach from Ipoh.

Kellie's Castle is located in Batuh Gajah. The castle is not as famous as the Taj Mahal in Agra, India but there are some similarities, both in architecture as in the story of its building.

A symbol of love

Kellies Castle is symbol of love, like the Taj Mahal in Agra, India. And in the architecture, there is definitely some moghul influence visible.

Kellie's Castle was built by a Scottish planter called William Kellie Smith. He built the castle for his wife. Smith himself was from a little town in Scotland: Kellas. He built the castle for the same reason as Shah Jahan a few centuries earlier the Taj Mahal: Love

Shah Jahan built the Taj as a monument for his wife Mumtaz Mahal. The original idea was to build a black and a white Taj on both sites of the river. Shah Jahan didn't come further then the known white Taj. Smith however, never had the idea of building two castles.

But Smiths' reasons were no different. He loved his wife, adored her. At the age of 20, it was in 1890, he arrived in Malaya, as Malaysia was known then. He came in touch with an estate owner called Alma Baker. Baker had won concessions from the state government to lear 360 hectares of forest in Perak.

Smith made some substantial profits with his business with Baker. This resulted in Smith planting rubber trees. He also was involved in the tin mining industry, which at that time was at it's highpoint in Perak. In time, he became the owner of Kinta Kellas Estate and the Kinta Kellas Tin Dredging Company, near Ipoh.

Now he had made his fortune. It was time to return to Scotland and marry his Scottish girl Agnes. He brought her to Malaysia in 1903. In 1904 they became the parents of a daughter: Helen.

Smith wanted a son too, but Agnes failed to conceive. Smith wanted his heir to take over his empire in Malaya. It was not until 1915 before Agnes became pregnant again. She gave birth to a son: Anthony. The birth of his son was the start of an even greater success.

Anthony's birth was the start of the expansion of the mansion. Smith started planning to build a castle which he wanted to call Kellas House, after his hometown in Scotland.

Smith was fascinated by the Hindu culture. His plans were to build his house with similar architecture features as in south India, Madras. For the building he imported bricks and tiles from India. He even employed even Indian workers to keep his house Indian.

The costs of material, brought from India and the Indian workers made the house fascinating for locals and foreigners. But there were other intriguing things on the house. Smith wanted to have am elevator. And he build an elevator in the castle, the first one in Malaya.

The elevator connects the very top roof of the house with two underground tunnels that run under the river just outside the house. One of these tunnels connects to the Hindu temple nearby.

On the second floor, Smith planned to build a indoor tennis court. Even by today's standards it was an ambitious project. The rooftop was reserved for a courtyard for parties. It was to become to the hub for colonial planters who have settled in Malaya. His house was so unique, that the London Financier Newspaper mentioned it in it's issue of 15 September 1911.

No good fortune

Soon after Smith started the construction of the house, some tragedies started to happen. First it was the "Spanish flu" which killed many workers in the Kellas Estate. The flu had easily spread from Europe to Asia. Soon another 70 workers became victim of the flu.

Smith had spend already a fortune in his new house but now he lost now even more money because of this. The First World War slowed the process of building. The result was that Kellas House was never completed.

Smith went for a short trip to Portugal in 1926. He died there of pneumonia. His wife was still in Malaya, heartbroken. She decided to pack and return to Scotland. She sold Kellie's Castle to a British company called Harrisons and Crossfield.

Kellies Castle was never to be finished. It became a ruine with many legends. Legend of the ghost of Smith wandering through the ruins. Other legends were off secret underground tunnels. But apart of the two known tunnels, none were ever found.

However, after over eighty years, the Malaysian government refurbished the house in 2000. It had been a tourist attraction but now it became an even bigger attraction and easy accessible

The restoration of Kellie's Castle

At arrival at Kellie's Castle you can "meet" William Kellie Smith and his two children. Their sculptures are standing on the exterior wall. The one of his beloved wife fell off some years back.

The tunnels have been sealed off for safety reasons. The rumour is that Smith's car is parked in one of the tunnels.

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After all, I didn't went there to check out the place as we were rushing back to KL to avoid any traffic jam. Well well, maybe next time can have a look if I go visit Ipoh once again. ^^

暴风雨过后,会有晴天吗?

Aih... as expected. The prediction turns into real fact. And now I'm totally falls into sleepless night condition. I can't sleep... I JUST CAN'T SLEEP T_T
Now the only thing I can do is to face it... I can't escape anymore.
Did I did something wrong in my past life or what? Why always have such thing happpen in my life?
Is this consider a 惩罚 for me?

I need to know...

SE Xperia 10 mini

Got myself a mini version of a Xperia 10. It’s just like my palm size. So cute and so tiny little gadget. Running Android technology, 5.0 Megapixel camera.......

Aih… too high tech d, until I can’t find those normal use features that I used on my previous Nokia phone. Huhuhuhu… have to learn all over again. =.=

Overall is a very handy little phone.

Wonder shall I “bling” my phone next XD

只想说.....

球迷啊，

见一个，爱一个；
爱一个，赌一个；
赌一个，输整个；
输整个，剩下的钱没两个。。。。


世界杯，真有你的。。。。。。 =.=
真是害人不浅哦。

Eucerin AQUAporin ACTIVE

My skin condition use to be very oily last time, and I’ve got no idea when out of sudden my skin turn into sensitive and extremely dry lately. A lot of pimples break out during my period and also my body gets easily dehydrated when I’m stress.

Hahaha, when I was studying at uni that time; my oily skin causes the most for the pimples break out. Worst was that, the surface of my skin was covered by a thick layer of oil ( XD can fried an egg on my face d) Yuuuck….. =.=

And now, my skin turn so sensitive !!! Can’t even scratch my face as it will have like those ugly red patches on my skin once I scratch it due to itchiness…. T.T

I was so struggled of getting the correct skin care to apply on my face so that can sooth down my skin condition. Tried various of moisturizers from different brand. Although the product did mentioned it’s not oily and sticky; but still I feel not satisfy at all. I still can feel there is something heavily patch on my skin surface. Urrrgghhhh….

Since I’m wondered about this Eucerin AQUAporin ACTIVE moisturizer, I was lucky by given a chance to try on the moisturizer sample given by my friend. Really thanks to Heidi :)

After I’ve applied the moisturizer on my skin, I was surprised the surface of my skin was as light as feather (where it was like nothing I’ve applied on), feeling so fresh!!! I can even feel the suppleness on the skin (a thin layer of “powder” feel on my face). And even the next day when I woke up, my skin still can feel the smoothness out of it!!

As what I’ve read through their Eucerin website saying about this moisturizer; it says that this product will help to distribute moisture, even in the deeper epidermal skin layers. Significantly tested on my skin, really GOOD !!!!

Thumbs up for this moisturizer ^^

Life as a PhD candidate

Now I can feel the "pressure" of being a PhD students.

Planning > Preparation > Execution > Analyse > Bla bla bla....... @_@

Every single details have to write from tip to toe. Oh my god !!! Besides that, writing conference paper, journals, tons of assignments and extra time for students consultations. Man, this is not joking ...... will go crazy neh...

It's good to go for further studies like this if there is a chance.. (*I'm very fortunate that I got such chance) Although there is a lot complains, but I still have to go on with it. I just somehow need someone to talk with, so that I can release all these "transparent stress" out from my mind.

:(

Whose understand it??? Whose listening ?? Who cares too?

很有Feel的夜景

这个公共假期，去了一趟Bukit Tinggi。。。 去年5月来过一次，然而，一年后的这里，还是老样子。这次只是拍了几张夜景。

也好，很久没让自己放假了。。。

就当作一个 short break, short trip 咯。透透气

Respect & Trust worthy

每当他说他和朋友出去一下，我真的不敢问他是和谁出去。。”他”或者是”她” 。也许这是他的自由吧

可是我的心非常不安，也不知道该怎样跟自己说不要想太多。

然而，昨天的噩梦；真的打从心底把我的不安感觉变本加厉。。。 为什么会梦见如此的情形。实在是太可怕了。

我有几次发梦的情景，真的发生在我的现实生活里。难道这次的梦，会变真??

Respect 和Trust worthy ，我到底做到那一点呢。。。

安全感和自信心，你跑去那里啊

Something worth sharing

I’m truly amazed and stunned when I read a blog of someone that mention about these statement:

To keep a relationship for long , respect is the key. If u don’t respect others , even your friends will leave u for good . Trust comes second and we ourselves comes in the third place.

and…

Don’t ever treat a man as though they were your ATM machine. Pity them. They are just like us. They are also human. For your own sake go get a job n pay for ur own shopping. Ur man will love u more if u do that. And dun always call them up to check on them. They’re not a ding dong. They know when to go home n when to have fun just like us do when we know when to stop a girls night out and stop shopping.

~~~~~ Credit and Salute to LY ~~~~~

I really felt that every girl should have such practice as to respect their partners without having a lot of guessing behind them. I do admit that I’m a girl that don’t know how to treat myself good (*as in going for shopping and enjoy my life through travelling) but I do serious about generate a respect and trusty relationship with my man. And I hope my beloved one will cherish whatever I’ve done for him.

男人的意中人和红颜知己，只是一线之差吗??

A big Q's bounced in my mind about this posted by a friend of mine. And I wonder izzit true. If a guy owns a true lover, why would this 红颜知己 still appear?

As like another friend told me:

"I can accept they have it, but cannot let me know"

Which I believe where guys tend to hide this "红颜知己" in his heart rather than telling their love one, because they already knew the consequences. So why guys still wanna own a 红颜知己 then? I talk about something that can't even share the thing with their love one? Or to do something that can't even let the love one knows?

As for me, I really don't hv a 红颜知己. But I do cherish whatever I can for the one I love. But I don't wish to end up being hide and not told by my man because of their 红颜知己.

What about you?

除了痛，还是痛

每个月的”月事”都会搞到自己的心情很烦躁，人不舒服就算了，还要痘痘冒的一大堆。。

正如我所说的:"除了痛，还是痛咯"

再加上头痛，肚子又痛。。很难搞 @_@

呜。呜。。呜 。。。

是否该改变一下

皮肤渐渐变黑了耶。。怎么办?

不良的生活习惯:
- 很晚睡觉 (太早睡会睡不着的耶)
也许是习惯了黑眼圈也跑出来了咯 @_@

- 是否该少一点以长时间面对着电脑面前呢 (从早对到晚那种。。。)
嚯。。爆疮痘痘了啦 !!!!!
可恶 !! >.<”

- 运动量逐渐减少 (怕晒太阳，太闷热的天气)
不爱打球了。
正努力的找着瑜伽课叻。。。

为自己加油吧。。。

Conference 没了。。。 :(

Received an email yesterday from the conference committee saying that my conference paper is unable to present for the conference due to the paper did not fulfill the requirement from the peer reviewers. (*I did follow whatever they required me to changed, and yet saying that I still not fit for it. I dunno what's called "FIT" to them)

Aih, wasted so much time preparing for this conference and now ended up with disappointment.

NOT HAPPY !!!!

:(

过关成功

太好了，终于完成了今天的Ph.D. Proposal Defense。
暂时可以休息一下。
然而，很想去外面走走，却因为许多的理由。。 无法去得成

第一，距离太远。
第二，会花很多钱。。
第三，时间配合不到。。。
第四，等等。。。。。。。。。

人在家，心在外； 就像个没有灵魂的躯壳。。。

哎 :(

I wonder.....

I wonder these ppl with...

- less sleeping hours
- heavy make up
- can enjoy eat whatever food they wish to eat
- smoking (*some have some don't have la i mean...)

... can still always have a damn nice skin condition. WHY???? Any research can prove to me how they maintain their skin that nice?? I need to know.....

Why I have to face hectic pimple, big pores, combination kind of face on me

I lost myself confident somehow :(

Am I ready?

My PhD proposal defense presentation is getting nearer. Overall preparation is done, and yet still feel abit uneasy. (*Maybe is the first time facing such hectic pressure on study).

I wonder how well I can perform on that day. Already been practiced this presentation for nearly 2 months. Hope everything goes well on that day.

I'm ready for the war !!!

Attention to: All the Dr.s and Professors.....手下留情喔 XD

Gambatte !!

我怎么了

好累哦，头痛的症状时好时坏。。。 到底怎么了

想睡，睡不着。。 想到，到不了(我的意思是去走走啦)

还是早点睡吧

:(

Month End = "Bad Luck" End ?

Almost reach the end of the month..... Geee... is those bad luck going to end?
Workload... Studyload.... all kinds of loads should have an end by now.

Few more days, enter another new month which I expect more "LOADS" will come...... Oh No !!! Only stress pile up but not $$$$ piling up...... lol

Lately keep getting headache sign... eyes got strain, like there is a rubber band keep pulling in ur head. In and out , in and out..... Gosshhh.... pls stop it la !!!! Cannot tahan d.

Need a break, really need a break

:(

Bad Day

Damn it.... bad day today !!! When the work gonna get done?? Said rush for printing d, yet... changes... Changes.... and MORE CHANGES !!!!!!!

As I mentioned in facebook also:

"How will you feel when the work already reach 98% completion, and out of sudden somebody "pop" up and tend to give you more trouble in it and it make the work a "Big U-Turn" and bounce back to 40% work of completion??"

Ridiculous man !!!! Everything tend to screw me up.... !!! ^#^**$@#@#%@@%

If you were me, how would you feel??

Who can talk to me?

Been buzy for a day, reading a lot of books and journals.... very tiring.

Now wish somebody talk to me, although mind is quite tired; yet still need somebody to accompany me. ><"

Are you there??? or should I say, good night.... then let the day pass =.=

Dunno what to do

Boring...... ZZzzzZzzzz at home. Although my physical body tells me I really need rest, but I just couldn't sleep.... internally, my mental already numb with insomnia... work work and work... restless.

Want go out, but dunno wanna go where..... want sleep, but cannot sleep.... yer !!!! apa ni ......

-.-

Work

I only know how to work, work, and work...... Do I still know how to enjoy my life?

Or maybe I don't even know how to enjoy my life.... ><"

Seriously, I really need a break.... my mind malfunction d...

What I need now:
~ 1. I need to sleep
~ 2. I wanna go do shopping (*buy anything which can makes me happy)
~ 3. I wanna go genting (*a cup of tea under the cooling shelter @ starbucks)
~ 4. I need to travel (* go explore some new places)
~ 5. I wish to invest in 1 property (*Shaftbury @ Cyberjaya)

But after all.......
~ 6. I need $$$$ (*to complete the aboves task)

=(

我的部落格换新装啦

花了一段时间来学习如何把自己的部落格装潢一下，换换装饰；也让自己换换心情。。。

我不是很会画画的人种，这次就用了我比较熟悉的 Flash 和 Photoshop 来设计咯。由於我对 HTML 完完全全是一窍不通；就花了蛮多时间去各种不一样的 HTML 教学网站学习学习。现在终於大功告成啦!!!!!

很开心因为改革终於完成了，希望你们会喜欢 ^^

Peace ~!!

漂亮的美女，我也喜欢她耶。。。

彻底的失败

今天真的很难过，因为今早要 present 我的 “dry run” proposal defense。虽然 Dr.Chang, Dr.Ken and Dr.Mai 他们人很好，可是我的presentation真的很差(自己也看不下去)。过后被他们狠狠地批评种种的问题所在。哎，当时有一度想要哭；想要放弃的感觉。总觉得 overall的presentation真的很烂耶。心情也逐渐掉到谷底。

然而下午还要去上 Entrepreneurship 的课 !!! 一科根本扯不上关系的科目都要去上，还是要给一个 individual assignment，叫我们自己自修。真的很想 “给它死” 。

再加上昨晚没睡好，现在又开始有点喉咙痛，惨了。。

总归一句话。。。。。。讨厌啦 !!!!! =.=

i-city

Heard my dear said there is a place that is full of nice lighting decoration somewhere in between Klang and Shah Alam, a place called "i-city"..... So we give it a try yesterday to visit that place. We took our dinner at Klang (hahaa, famous bak kuk teh of course) before we head towards the destination.

Woahhh !!! From far behind we already saw massive jam in that i-city area. Still, we try to join the crowd; jam ahead to enter that place.

Went there to snap a few pics and just had a short walk around the area. Not much of office occupied yet in there. (*Maybe still new =.= ) But quite a nice place to walk around la since it's located on top of the hill of windy. (* you can spot the i-city along the federal highway also ^^)

Overall I just snap few photos .... I didn't bring along my DSLR, so just took a few using my hp camera.

The first photo I took once arrived the destination, very "christmas feel"...hahaha ^^

Skating snowman

饮酒大晒咩

Things that I hate in my life.

1) Lie
Lie people with stupid excuse.

2) Drink alcohol and smoke
You not scare of dying fast, don’t drag other people die faster than you (breathe intake 2nd hand smokes worse than others)

3) Drunk people
饮酒大晒咩!!!! Drunk liao better shut your fuck mouth, don’t blast those bullshit words, do sucks action like “give me 5” or what not….

4) Clubbing
Got drunk, cam whoring with hot chicks (gosh… I’m sure there is more to continue, hugging, kissing, even xxxxxxx. ) Why?? Because drunk liao mah, can do anything la… duh -__-

5) Others... more to come!!!! See how pissed off I am again next time

Prefer to stay silent

Life would be better if less voice out my feelings.

少说话，多做事吧 !

:(

无奈

很想把心里闷着的想法说出口，却往往开不了口。原因

> 怕给与对方压力
> 不想要持续地唠唠叨叨重复曾经所说过的话
> 也了解这一切往往是需要很长的时间来实现

很无奈。。。